Miami: Colorsplash

When dealing with MS upfront and personal it's the little fun things that you need to make you smile and life enjoyable. For me tonight, it's watching "Colorsplash: Miami" with David Bromstad. I love vibrant color. I love Azure Oceans. Hot Pinks. Rich Golds. The Latin American style I see in Miami. This is where I want to go on vacation next year....telling you now hubs...we are headed to Miami! :)

I've really had it with being "land-locked" here in TN for so long. I miss the ocean. I can't wait to see it again. I really am hopeful that it won't be too long before I can see the ocean again. This summer has been rough here as I've mentioned and right now having my MS flare up is not helping my mood.

Today for the first time in a super long time I awoke so dizzy and exhausted I could not move. Physically could not move. I was afraid to walk down the stairs to the first floor for fear of falling. I took my time and made it down for a bit, then spent the rest of the day in bed resting with the dogs. My Mother in law had just left last night after being here 2 days to assist me and I was alone. I called hubs and he was ready to come home for the day, but, I made him wait to see if i could make it alone. Alone with 2 demanding dogs. I made it, but, tonight, I still have vertigo something awful and spasms in my chest/torso/esophagus. I feel like I have a lump in my throat/chest. This is making me hesitant to eat after the choking incident I almost had last week and after seeing my mother actually almost choke to death during eating when she had MS. I do not want to be my mother or have her MS Progression. I must do something to change my MS Path. Now to figure out what that would be.

In the meantime, I'll watch Color splash: Miami and dream of Azure Seas and Cool Breezes.